I am sitting at my offoce window looking at you driving past and know that I cant call you. I think about you all the time. I can't wait until I see you and I now it will be another week before we are together again. It breaks my heart.
I struggle with the idea of being so close to you and not being with you. This is why I have created this for us to use. I guess it will be a little like the texting and that it will be hard for you to post comments to me. I would love it if you do as I know it isn't traceable.
Today was hard, as was xmas and new years as all I could do was think of how I wanted to be with you and look at the ring i have been wearing on my finger for the last 5 days. It means more to me than you may ever know, i love it. Thank you.
I would like to organise your birthday pressie, so this week while I can't see you, can you find out all available dates. I need a fair bit of warning and the least possible chance of change. What I have planned will make both of us BLUSH a little. :) You are the only person I know that makes me blush and I don't even have to be with you.
MISS YOU, LOVE YOU!
